growing UP

its alright to tell me what you think about me I won't try to argue or hold it against you I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons the season is calling your pictures are falling down the steps that I retrace the sad look on your face the timing and structure did you hear he fukced her a day late a buck short I'm writing the report on losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now and it'll happen once again I'll turn to a friend someone who understands sees thru the masterplan but everybody's gone and I've been here for too long to face this on my own I guess this is growing up and maybe I'll see you at a movie sneak preview you'll show up and walk by on the arm of that guy and I'll smile and you'll wave we'll pretend it's okay the charade it won't last when he's gone I won't come back and it'll happen once again you'll turn to a friend someone who understands sees thru the masterplan but everybody's gone and you've been here for too long to face this on your own well I guess this is growing up

I've been here before a few times and I'm quite aware we're dying and your hands they shake with goodbyes and I'll take you back if you'd have me so here I am I'm trying so here I am are you ready come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always and I'll miss your laugh your smile I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me I'm so sick of fights I hate them lets start this again for real so here I am I'm trying so here I am are you ready come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always I've been here before a few times and I'm quite aware we're dying
come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always
always always